Currently Listening Stand Still, Look Pretty By The Wreckers, Michelle Branch, Jessica Harp see related

Yes, I'm alive.

I just dont have much access to the internet..

Hope everyone in Kansas is having fun at school! =)

Finally got a job! Yeah for Logan's Roadhouse!!!

Anyways I'm bored. So I dont want to bore you by rambling on..

I love and hate insomnia at the same time. Lots of time to do stuff.. but so little energy to do any of it.. ahh so goes my week =)

Anyways. Hope everyone is doing wonderfully! I'm thinkin about you =)

Love.

Currently Listening No Code By Pearl Jam see related

WOW!

2 days left of LAWRENCE.. I cant even believe it.. There's SO much I want to do =)

Call me if you want to say bye or anything!!!!

Love.

Currently Listening Both Sides of the Gun By Ben Harper see related

I'm moving in 7 days... in case you want to say bye or see me... =)

So I dont know what the deal is...

I want to give my heart to someone.. but I know its not mine to give right now...

I dont know how to deal w/ that i guess...

I hate driving home and realizing that in 2 weeks these people will be out of my day to day life...

I feel trapped... but yet I know my decision to move will lead to spiritual freedom...

Know how they say you have to make choices that arent always popular?.. thats how I feel right now... but at the same time I KNOW moving is the right decision...

I feel trapped in my own world of thoughts and contradictions... all I can do is pray and put ALL of my trust in the One who always lets it work out JUST right..

My hips are so discouraging right now... but I'll get to see an immunologist when I get to Michigan and have insurance again.. YAY!! So who knows if they'll have some more ideas about what could be wrong w/ these crazy hips of mine... I'm keeping my spirit up as best as I can.. thats for sure!!!! Dont let the little things get you down!!! Looking at the big picture ALWAYS put things in better perspectives and helps (me at least!) get through the tough times SO much easier! I hope this sickness that I'm enduring is used to make someone else's life better or something... Hmm.. Well I'm off to bed...to dream of painfree days =) =)

G'night.

Moving details....

****UPDATE****

I decided I'm staying for Country Stampede (starts the 22nd)...

....then its off to Michigan!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'll be having a big g'bye party at Slow Ride within the next couple of weeks.. I'll let you all know via Xanga and Facebook... it'll be an awesome time! So write it in your schedules today =)

More later.. I'm exhausted from work...